Monday 8 September 2014

I WAS ROBBED BY THEM

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah 

Hello September! 
Winter has fade spring has come to Toowoomba. Ouh I'm missing the beautiful fresh blooming flowers! Ouh I miss the smell of dirts and flowers. Ouh I miss Toowoomba. Ouh I miss the sweet friends that I left behind. Ouh how I miss the warm hug that I get every morning at school, the beautiful smiles from the beautiful peeps, the kind greetings to start the day, and the feeling I get when I saw the pretty faces as soon as I set my foot on the school ground.

Today's blog post is about them. YES, they've ROBBED my heart out. I have left my heart & soul over there and yet my body is here in Malaysia. I miss them, I miss them dearly. I hope they are well, I hope they are happy. There's nothing more that I wanted for my birthday but to fly back and get the warm hugs from them. 

My birthday is in 2 weeks time. I remembered how I spent my 14th birthday in Australia with my best friends,  we went to the flower carnival, there was a theme park other than the beautiful blooming flowers. I have known Sienna as a crazy girl who is not afraid of heights. One thing that we have in common is we love to dare our own self. Do something that we would never have thought on doing. I have always been scared of heights but I LOVE ROLLERCOASTER. She ask me to go on 3 scary rides, I only made it to 2 rides. I was so dizzy, feel like vomiting. It wasn't fun. Nope, not at all. Well of course Sienna went on for 3 rides, if she had more money I can guarantee u she would keep on going. I love Sienna very much, she is so lucky to have a beautiful and amazing mother. I hope she is well and happy. It wasn't just me and Sienna, Shiane was there as well.   Shiane is the funniest and most kindest person I have ever met. When I was acting like a pussy, sitting on the grass with my head down like a lost child, Shiane and her other friend offered me some food and drinks. That actually made me feel a lot better cause my stomach was empty before I went on the rides. Thanks Shiane, I have missed you so much, I miss your jokes, your laughs and your funny faces. You are literally the glue of our friendship. Miss u little butterfly. 

Everything change when Shiane left for Centenary Highs. Sienna and I, we don't really talk or hang out with each other. I've met lots of new friends. There's Natasha Raabe, Sarah Kemp, Alex Mitchell, Fatima Shabbir, Jahnvi Deshle, Angela Ketaki, Larissa, Emily Markey, Corrie Ann and more (so sorry if I don't mention your names here, I do remember you) 

They are my extended family, I love them so dearly. It was hard to say " I'm leaving in 2 weeks " 

I shall cherish every moments that we have forever. Thank You so much for being my friend, I wouldn't trade it for the world. The bitter sweet memories. Missing you guys so much. I'm still trying to fit in. Still trying to figure out what I'm gonna do if my plans doesn't work out. Actually, I don't have a plan. My plan was ruined, I had to change it since we had to moved back.  My plan was, 
- pass extension math or drop out of it
- pass all the core subject (English, Science, Math, HPE) 
- A for English again 
- A's for Hospitality, Home Economics & Legal Studies 
- pass QCS trial 
- pass QCS 
- get the dress done 
- senior ball/prom
- graduation 
- TAFE or University of Queensland (UQ) 

Hurmmm ... There's nothing I can do. I can't change it, I guess I have to go with the flow. Let's focus on facing my demon for next year, SPM. 

Pray for me, do wish me on my birthday, wishes can brighten up my gloomy days. It's on 22 September. I wish to see my friends again, catching up with them, get crazy cause that's how we do. That's how we live our life. Be careful, be on the look out for danger, cause it's everywhere. Don't walk alone, be with a partner. Love you guys! 

Assalamualaikum ! 


 
The story doesn't END here. 

TO BE CONTINUED . . . 
 

Monday 18 August 2014

Back in MALAYSIA!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah! 
Hi ya there! Howdy howdy! 
Ok sorry about my last post, it was meant for last 2 weeks.. My internet was acting like "poop" .. Allhamdulillah I have arrived here in Malaysia.. Yes, my dad finishes his Masters.. Allhamdulillah. He wants to continue to PHD be we need a loan or scholarship to back us up.. May Allah ease everything for him and for us all.. It was a bitter sweet, cause I'm to attached to my mates in Australia.. Leaving a piece of your heart behind is not an easy task to do! Haha.. Yes it was a very emotional day, it was heart breaking to say goodbye.. I don't do changes so well.. Allah.. 
 
Nope! I'm not saying goodbyes to my "niggas" they all amazing! They all bloody awesome! It was a pleasure to get to know u guys, to call you lots my friends.. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! It was a hell of a day! I was a cry baby.. I don't cry in public not even when my families around.. 

I just want to take this opportunity to thank all my teachers that ever tought me, thank you so much for being so patient, I'm sorry if I ever did or say something wrong that might hurt your feelings.. THANKS to all my friends for everything.. I don't know what will happen if you guys weren't there for me.. Thank you to Natasha Raabe & Corrie Ann Smeaton cause they were the first that said "Hi, come with us, and we'll show you around the school" .. Thanks to kak @SusuShushi for showing me around the school, thanks for letting me followed you everywhere.. Sorry if I ever annoyed you akak.. 

Ok that's all for today! Don't forget to make duas for our brothers and sisters in Gaza, Syria, Rohingya, & all around the world.. Be strong! 
Assalamualaikum!   

Eid Mubarak 2014

P
Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah! 
 Hi there you lots! I hope you well. I am. 😊. Allhamdulillah, it's Eid already! I know, I have not posted I post during Ramadhan. I am GUILTY of doing so. 😔 how was your Ramadhan? Good? My Ramadhan, Allhamdulillah a blessed!
But the the whole world receives not 1 but 2 bad news, the #MH17 tragedy and also #Gaza. Allah... The Malaysian airlines were shot down by a the Ukraines rebels. It was believed that the plane fly over the war zone, but NO! It didn't, it the plane nowhere near the war zone.. The plane a lot higher than expected... Anyway Al-Fatihah to all the passengers and cabin crews that was on that plane... Let's not forget about our Brothers and Sisters in Gaza... May Allah grand them his Jannah.. May Allah punish who ever responsible for this act of terrorist... This is not about religion, it's about humanitarian! Let's us, regardless if race, skin colour, gender stand up for Palestinians! Boicot Israel! 
Here are some of my Eid photos! 

Sunday 6 July 2014

Whaddup Sunday!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!
 
howdy there mate! ;)
what what what whaaaatttt duppp Sunday!
 
 
k, there's nothing much to talk about is there?
then it'll be another boring post...
kay, let's talk about Eid!
yes, yes...

I wonder, if my family and I are going to celebrate Eid
in Australia...
my dad, he has completed his master here in USQ.
Alhamdulillah, congrats!
 
hooraa ... hoooraaa ... 
 
however, he wishes to continue his study to the next level.
to PHD level, meaning 3 to 4 years of studying...
yes, my brother (Hakim) and I would probably graduate high school by then. but the decision was not ours to make,
so we have to wait for the "APPROVAL"
 
InshaAllah, may Allah allow me to finish my high school
in H.S.H.S
it's not that i don't want to go home, I DO WANT TO GO HOME...
but I would struggle a LOT if I leave now..
and that means failing in my final exams in high school,
not being able to go to college let alone UNI,
not gonna have my dream job,
and finally die from depression...
 
Allah...
 
may Allah ease everything for me and my family...
well the best way to forget about unnecessary things is by shopping.. yeay!
 
 
 
I want to take this chance to acknowledge the death
of #Sharifah Aini (i'm so sorry, i don't knw how to spell her name)
and also #Linda Rafar's son who had passed away... they both were sick. 
Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun
 
#AlFatihah
 

Saturday 5 July 2014

HELLO ...

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!
 
yeay! its Ramadhan Kareem! hoping that this ramadhan,
would be the best ramadhan!
may our days in this Holy Month filled with
#Baraqah #Forgiveness #Love #Grateful
 
Allah, it has been such a long time, my tiny fingers
feel so strange, I haven't type in ages!
not even in Facebook!
I've been sick and working all week,
and I've been doing just fine!
 
woohoo,
it's winter, its allergy, cold, flu, fever season..
yes, but Alhamdulillah, Allah has grant my family and I
a good health after two week of #haacuuuummmm!!! season...
hehehehe
 
yes, believe it or not, it has been a week us muslim fasting!
how quick time flies by...
but it's my first.. daadeedaadooo
 
nothing much, it's just a boring post... sorry ...
anyway, my days has been great, how about yours?
I hope it has been awesome!
don't forget about terawih, Al - Kafh
duas to our sisters and brothers around the world...
 

 
 
 
a BIIIIIIGGGGGGG smile for you lots!
Assalamualaikum!
 
 

Sunday 8 June 2014

MISJUDGE

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!
 
Okay?
Okay.
Okay.
Okay!
 
hahaha sorry, I can't get the "Okay" word
out of my head..
maybe Okay would be our always....
ahhh ....
 
shhh!!!
so what's up with the tittle?!
MISJUDGE.
y'all pretty familiar with the tragedy of
9/11 right?
September the 11, 2001.
 
may them rest in Peace...
 
after that tragedy, many non Muslim
have only one definition towards 
"US" Muslims ..
 
"TERRORIST"
 
it is heart breaking, that people judge other people by groups.
has it never occur to you that not all
muslims are terrorist.
has it never entered your mind that maybe
there's only a handful of muslim that are
a criminal/terrorist.
 
we shouldn't judge people by groups.
let's watch this video and I hope, I really hope
that this, will change people's perspective...  
 
" may you be protected from hearts that are not humble,
tongues that are not wise,
and eyes that have forgotten how to cry."
 
Assalamualaikum!
 
   

Friday 6 June 2014

THE FAULT IN OUR STARS



do you ever have that feeling,
that feeling after you cried,
you felt like your chest gonna burst out!
the feeling that is unbearable,
the feeling of hurt, pain and sadness
mixed together.
 
WORD WORD !!!
 
Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!
guess what guess what?!
 
I went to grand central to watch
#The Fault In Our Stars
 
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
 
it was Awesome, Wicked Kick Ass
 
" It's a metaphor. he put the killing thing in
his mouth but doesn't give it the power to kill "
-Hazel Grace-




I want to watch it again! I do I do!
 
OMG!
I am so grateful that I have the money to
spend on a good movie..
yeah, I treat myself with a nice movie..
 
I have the book, tash gave it to me as a present!

a quick shout out: THANK YOU SO MUCH NATASHA ANNE LOUISE RAABE!!!!
 
there's nothing much I can say..
y'all should go and watch it...
it was the first time I cried while watching a movie...
 
YES YES YES..
the fault in our stars made the coldblooded cried..
cried like a pussie...
 
yeah, I was being a pussie for a moment..
I cried when Isaac gave his speech for Gus's funeral..
 
it was funny at times,
Gus is one funny bloke..
he fell for Hazel
a living grenade...
 
OK OK..
I don't want to spoil the moments..
seriously I would watch the movie over and over again!

and also thanks heap to Tash & Jess!
you two are awesome and the kindest human I have ever met!
hahaha
 
ok bye peops!
Assalamualaikum and have a good one!

 


Saturday 24 May 2014

THE LEAVES TURN BROWN ...

 

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!
 
💤
eh eh eh ...
jangan lah tertido plak... nak cite beshhh nih...
 
Hi y'all doin?
 
 hurmm ...
what has happened for the past few days?
well, nothing much...
I have finish my English assignment...
writing a new character..
have youse heard about a book call
"THE OUTSIDERS" ?
go check it out!
it's triple awesome..
"THE OUTSIDERS by S.E. HINTON"
 
I have finish my minion...
yes finally!!!
woohoo!
that little devil gave me bruises and cuts!
aiyaiyai!
 
I went to Grand Central today..
with Natasha..
went to see Godzilla...
 
RAWRRRRR!!!
 
*takut tak? kikiki
 
yeah it was alright... nothing scary about it..
it was fine, nothing "GREAT" or "SPECIAL"
yeah and I went shopping for rings at #Equip!
 
IT WAS AWESOME!
IT WAS HEAVEN!
 
memang rambang mate lah masuk situ...
pretty much spent a quarter of my pay for last week on that.
I didn't ask ma or pa for money..
I have my own.
since I've got my pay and all,
I have to pay like a pocket money to my
brothers... just $2 each every week..
#KAKAK MITHALI
 
then later today, we went to snap some family photos.
it's Autumn season.
so all the leaves turned brown, reddish, yellowish..
it was PRETTTTYYYYY...
nice one mother nature!
 
ad here they are...
 

 



 








 
that's a wrap! Happy Autumn from us!
lets be kind to one another!
lots of love from Australia!
 
follow this blog or this evil minion will come and get you!
ahhhhh!!!
 
 
Assalamualaikum!
 

 
 
 

Sunday 11 May 2014

AFTER ALL THE TIME...

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!
 
Howdy there!
it's MOTHERS DAY!
a quick shout out! Happy Mothers Day to all moms
or moms to be around the world!
thanks for bringing us to earth!
thanks for being there when we fell apart!
thanks for your love and comfort!
 
THANK YOU MOM!
 
may Allah put you in his protection and guidance always.
may Allah ease everything for you.
may Allah reward you with his blessing in dunia & akhirat
may Allah love you more than anyone
may Allah give you happiness day and night
may Allah hear your call every time
 
Thanks Ma.
we may not get along all the time,
we may have likes and dislikes,
we may have arguments,
but hey
you know I love you,
and I know you love me.
 
I know, I have been a pain for you,
but that's teenager hey?
we're growing up.
and soon you realise how far we could be with you.
thanks ma.
 
I'm sorry for the things I said and the things I did
in the past years.
and I can guarantee you that who I am
now is a lot better than who I was before.
and will always do my best in life.
 
thanks ma, cause without you I am nothing.
nothing but an empty jar.
I know you have spoilt me way too much..
 I have been spoilt rotten.
heh.. :D
thanks ma.
 
 
we had a little picnic over at Japanese garden with
some of the Malaysian Toowoomba moms.
 
I was a tag along.. hehehe

 
at the end of our day. it's picture time!

 
I went for a walk with #Aisy. we left our mommies to have their mommies talk.
heh do you know how awkward it was before.
listening to the mommies story..
wow, I suddenly realise I might share the same thing
if
I ever get married and have kids haha...
anyway, sorry if me being there take away the mommies day.
 
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO AL MOMMIES!
 
Assalamualaikum!
 

Wednesday 7 May 2014

THROWBACK!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!
 
 HELLLOOOOOOO!!!
 
ok, I know it has been 2 weeks or so since I post a post.
sorry guys, I was busy.. it was a hell of a week!
with assignments due with work...
WOW!
 
have I told you that I got the job at Nandos?
Alhamdulillah!
I got the job, I'm working at Nandos Toowoomba Plaza.
do come and pay me a visit!
 
so yeah, my time was occupied with assignments, homework and also
#Justice Crew hehehehe
have you heard their new song? called #Que Sera
 
at the end of the day some you win some you don't
so i'm glad that i'm here with some friends that I know
always there with a smile sayin your not alone.
singin LA LA LA QUE SERA
 
yeah! it's awesome so go and check it out yo!
hahaha
 last last week, I went hiking at #Table Top
it was awesome! beautiful! crazy!
no word can describe the feeling once you're up there!
 
#Allahuakbar how beautiful t was!
the scenery.. the breathtaking view...
but Table Top hiking is not suitable for
Pregnant Mommies; Lil Kids;
It's not suitable for old folks as well,
but I was wrong!
there were like at least 4 old folks that manage to climb up to the top a lot faster than we did.
ouh by we I meant me, my mom and aunty #Milin
 
 
 
it was aunty #Milin's idea!
Brilliant idea I should say!
I was a tag along.. hehehe
 
what else?
I guess that's it?
I'm still struggling to cope with my tiredness from work
and from school..
but, I put y faith in Allah, praying everything will be fine :)
 
P/S please insert the safety of the girls that was abducted to be returned safety to their families in your duas!
 
Assalamualaikum!
 
 
 
 

Saturday 19 April 2014

LET THE GOOD TIMES FLOW

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!
 
Holiday la la la la la day!
Oiutttt...
Hahaha
Oh No! Term 1 holiday is nearly to it's end!
Dang it!
Why can't we have holiday for 6 months
AND
Twice a year!
Eh eh eh eh ...
Yes, its unfortunate for us, le student
Because school is going to start soon.
I'm not ready..
eh ce ce ce..
*gedik Lah awok nih..
 
Kay, Kay...
My family and I didn't really do anything
For holiday.. just chilling at home...
But today, we all decide to go spend some
time together picking strawberries and apples!
This is our second time picking strawberries and apples,
But its a first for #AuntyMilin, #AuntyHana, #AuntyYasmin
And also #AuntySu.
 
It was very fun! I enjoyed it...
Thanks for the suggestion #AuntyMilin!
 
So we went to the Apple field first, but
That place was full with humans!
(obviously, takkan full dgn animals kot..Duh)
We left the field feeling devastated, thought
That we have to cancel the activities (plucking the apples)
But NO!!! We went to the strawberry field instead,
It was like a 10 minutes drive..It wasn't that far..
 
Enjoying myself plucking the strawberries, and also enjoying the
View... it was a beautiful day I tell ya!
 
After we spent nearly half an hour at the strawberry field,
We decide to move on and find a place for us to have lunch..
The kids we're excited as it their first time...
Haha it was actually funny..
 
We finally find, a perfect place
(shades; toilet; playground; table)
It was nice and shady, relaxing cool breeze...
Very relaxing place..
 
After we finish our lunch, it was about 1.40 p.m. I think,
So we're headed back to the apple field..
It was a bit crowded, but not as crowded as before..
It was fine... we get a bag each for the apple
So that we don't have to hold the apple one by one..
It was more like a hunting game..
 
WHY???
 
Well, you can't simply pluck every apple you see,
You have to check it first, making sure the apple is not rotten.
All the apple was pretty much rotten actually..
Its kinda hard to find the really good one...
And our hunting mission begins...
 




 




 

 

 
Lunch time!

 
 
you would not believe this!
#Aisy was so cute! I told her to go and sit,
Somewhere near the pretty flowers so that I can take
Her picture..
Guess what! She did what she was told!
She literally walk and stand near the flowers!
And I was like awhhhh... melting moment!
Ahaks!
 


Cuteness overload!

 
play time!

 
flower girls!


 
Apple field




 



 



The leaves change its colour, cause Autumn is here
 
Our last photo shoot, *ececeh was at Castle Blen...
 
 
we had our second stop, to perform prayers and a lil
Snack before we hit the road....
 
Alhamdulillah! It was a beautiful day! Thanks everyone...
Assalamualaikum!