Maybe or Maybe not :\

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah!

OK here we go again. Thinking the unthinkable. Maybe or maybe not. Please don't get your hopes high. InshaAllah kalau Ade rezeki :-) I don't want to brag, and I don't want people to ask me or my mom nor my dad whether we are staying here for another 3 years. People people, we do not have the answers. Let me give my dad's opinion on this, he would be more than happy to continue and finish his studies for PHD :-) ma said that she would be there for him even if we have to stays here for another 3years. Cause that's the wive jobs. And my opinion, if I stay here, I would probably graduate a.k.a finish schools go to prom/formal what ever they call it. I don't want to do does things... 

I just want to go back home. :-) please don't get me wrong, Australia is a beautiful country. I love Australia as much as I love Malaysia right now, I have Made good friends here, they all awesome *accept 2-3 people that are racist and a bit cuckoo .. the point is, I want to finish my studies in Malaysia. I wanna graduate besides my old bff. I miss them so damn much.. you know sometimes people need to hear about other's opinion. I think I need to perform istikarah prayer and hoping for the best answers. IF WE WERE TO stay here, that would probably be the best for us, not everyone gets to studies abroad right? And I really really want to make this up with my parents. I want to study real hard , Imma gonna go real hard on my self, cause next year would be ma senior year and trust me schools gonna knock us real bad! 

And I think we desearves it, playing around is not our thing no more. Studies would be our HUSBANDS/WIVES. And if we don't, maybe the rezeki is not on ourside this time :-) maybe its for the best! InshaAllah :-) 
I wish y'all luck for the PMR results, no tears no bitching.. all the best for you and me :-) 

Assalamualaikum